what to do.
where to go.
how to feel.
sorry to sound foolish, but here goes my list: (this seems pretty cliche, but it helps to get my mind organized. lets hope. :::crosses fingers:::)
accepted
1) bing
2) u of rochester
3) barnard
4) cornell
wait listed:
1) wash u (who the hell cares, it's in fucking saint louis)
2) wesleyan
3) middlebury
4) brown (top choice. prays every night she gets in)
rejected (they were givens)
1) amherst
2) dartmouth.
hence the end of my journey.
everyday brings me closer to that one day i will know...but from this day foward, its just a struggle to the next. *if that makes any sense whatsoever*